Realm of Senses

Have you ever felt such a need and hunger for a person that you would die for them?
Have you felt it for your lover?
Where you would want to drink his blood, lock him up,
protect him, and not let anyone else have a piece of him?
Where you would kill for them, and
give up all the riches in the world for them?
Have you ever felt so much for one that you would get
infected with their disease?
To live and die with them?
I would have to say it is in the cosmos, where you feel such a high
Where everything else is forgotten and nothing else matters except your love
You would cut a piece of skin or carve their name on your body  to make them part of you
That feeling is indescribable but what a feeling it is

On My Own

To face the world
I feel frightened
Not able to face it
Alone thinking of the past
Of my loved ones
Why the pain
The unnecessary pain
Why are you not here part of my life?
My family I do love you
I do miss you
I wish you all well and happiness and good health and safety
In my prayers you are
In my thoughts you are
In my heart you are
And will always remain
But please understand I had to go, to live
I love you with all my heart

Anger

You thought I couldn't make it
You thought you could threaten me
You thought you could bribe me
You did not believe in me
You did not support me
But you will see how precious
How great I will be
You will see

Closing

Oh I love you so, Forgive me
To see you in that way my heart bleeds

The tears you shed for me
I wish I had held you and said that I loved you

This time your pain was expressed through tears
Not anger or screams or mean words

I wish you a quick recovery
For I have to go

Why break the heart of my loved ones? To fulfill the dream I have?
I will make you proud. Yes I will

Will you still love me?

Please still love me
I can't write my thoughts anymore
because I just burst into tears 
I try to block everything from my mind
Looking in the mirror
I see a sad soul
Fighting for a dream
Sacrificing herself
Only to live
To dream
To be free
Freedom to do as I want
I am a constantly a locked soul
I want to spread my wings and fly
And be understood

The stars

We are constantly fighting
Looking for something better
It is there we are trying to reach
Back where we came from
Our life, Our home
Where we are truly happy
We are sad without it
We are spirits here
Waiting
In a moment of bliss we get a taste of it
That is why we keep chasing the next bliss
to get another taste
To feel home

Contribution

Give yourself something to create
For that is your gift to the world
Creation how beautiful
When you have something to create,
Something to say,
There is a reason to live
When love fails with the one you adore
You have your beauty ,your gift, your love to create
Create for the world ,create art,
For it is what you truly love
Then from creation love will come
Success will come

The Answer

Rain drops fall
They fall and fall
Where they come from
No one knows
Some of us do
We try to tell but
They do not believe
We say do not believe me
Believe you
See with your own eyes
Then you will know
You will believe

Circumstances

It can happen to you
Me, one you love
It has no prejudice
It doesn't choose
Rich, poor, black, white
It's circumstances
After all we are all human
All the same yet different
But jail, death, stealing, murder
Who determines, what determines, who will do what?
Life
It is all circumstances

Guilty

The darkness
The sadness
The loneliness
The bloodshed fears
The cold tears
The long suffering massacre
The guiltiness that creeps in me
Holing out it's Black Hand
Waiting for me to take it
I write this waiting for the day of my execution

Faith

A torch I bring to you
To guide you in your path
With you I am there
Only those who believe and are willing
Do see
What is behind, far and near

Escaping

The night is brisk, the moon pale,
my love cold, my heart crying,
my soul escaping, away running
I run and run
Where I run to I don't know
but far I go to be free

When I get there, where will I be?
Alone in a field, breathing in peace
I feel at one with the universe
but alone I am, alone I walk
My heart yearns
But yet I can scream from the top of my lungs
And express all and see all